'I am on the Kill List. This is what it feels like to be hunted'

I am in the strange position of knowing that I am on the'Kill List'. I know this because I have been told, and I know because I have been targeted for death over and over again. Four times missiles have been fired at me. I am extraordinarily fortunate to be alive. I don't want to end up a "Bugsplat" – the ugly word that is used for what remains of a human being after being blown up by a Hellfire missile fired from a Predator drone.