Please help me find a good book on neural networks? • /r/MachineLearning

So i am trying to implement my first neural network. Went for Tanh implementation (so all nodes go from -1 to 1) because most documentation stated that it is superior to linear 0-1 or the same thing as tanh with 0-1 output. I am having a hard time grasping most documentation because it generates questions i can't resolve with the documentation, and all the big algebra stuff you usually find on wikipedia is voodoo to me most of the times. It explained backprop and error calculation well. However the math doesn't seem to add up on it.